falling

“Angels and devils come from a place above. Sometimes angels fall. Angels fall and Devils catch them. That is why we have devils in disguise.”

I feel fucked up.

Like I’m drowning;

There’s a life jacket, but I am not strong enough to reach for it.

I fight for my soul, my integrity is all that I am worth.

But what is my soul worth, when the heart that holds it is black and blue.

I can love and I can laugh, so why don’t I feel that good warmth inside my heart.

I think my brain fell with me in love, in this deep hole I buried for myself.

Idiot.

Who can I blame? It’s me, it’s you.

I am what I am, and you are what you are.

You are a soul too.

But there are such things as dark souls.

Angels and devils come from a place above. Sometimes angels fall.

Angels fall and Devils catch them. That is why we have devils in disguise.

We are deceived; that fairy tales and true love exists…

We are told to believe and to dream,

But it’s fucked up, I’m fucked up, the worlds fucked up.