let go

“I love you though,” he replied simply.

“I love you too for fuck’s sake. That’s what makes it so fucking hard. You just don’t get it, do you? It’s because of love, we are like this. Love isn’t supposed to be so destructive. You can’t hurt what you love, it doesn’t make sense. I don’t need a fairy tale to teach me that. You’ve ruined us. But it was me that stayed no matter what you did because the idea of being without you; it makes me feel so lost. I always had this ounce of hope, ”

“It was all me, its all my fault…please,” he now pleaded.

” No. It wasn’t my choice to love you, but it was my choice to stay. So I guess that makes me the one who is in the wrong. You only hurt me, but it was me. It was me who held on. I held on to the idea of love. Now I’m letting you go because like the books always say, if you love something let it go,“